I went to church

i went to church...
not because....
to hang out there...
but...
to ask God....
to help me...
to overcome...
my problems....
i believe that...
God is so kind...
so...
if i'm in times of trouble....
i go to church....
this time...
my problem is....
i am unhappy...
because i'm alone...
if you will gonna ask me why?
my answer would be...
i do not know...
because...
i am...
peeved...
and fed up....
with the sad things that happen...
in this unfair life...
especially to someone....
i loved....
but...
she does not love me....
often times...
i am being like a basket case....
minding about love...
but i knew that...
nobody will love me...
though i keep on finding for it...
this time...
i know....
that...
GOD is here to help me because...
he loves me....
and...
i already got his message...
and it is...
to put this stupidity into a screeching halt...
does anybody love me???...
i pity myself...
being alone...
and...
not having any relationship at all...
maybe i was born in this world...
to be just a "single person"...
to help my family and to serve God at the same time...
for me...
i've realized that...
i am not destined to have any relationship...
but...
i would be very happy...
if somebody will LOVE me....